~I’ve tried so hard to hold you close but how do you hold somthing that wants to let go?~

 
Dear​ ​Universe,  
Today​ ​has​ ​been​ ​another​ ​day​ ​of​ ​odd​ ​circumstances​ ​that​ ​make​ ​you​ ​question​ ​yourself​ ​in​ ​weird ways.​ ​I​ ​begin​ ​to​ ​realize​ ​it​ ​was​ ​one​ ​of​ ​those​ ​days​ ​as​ ​soon​ ​as​ ​i​ ​set​ ​foot​ ​in​ ​the​ ​school​ ​after​ ​the​ ​long wait​ ​to​ ​get​ ​off​ ​the​ ​bus.​ ​I​ ​stepped​ ​in​ ​the​ ​hall​ ​and​ ​immediately​ ​set​ ​my​ ​mental​ ​GPS​ ​for​ ​the​ ​“corner” aka​ ​the​ ​place​ ​where​ ​all​ ​of​ ​the​ ​people​ ​i​ ​like​ ​to​ ​call​ ​my​ ​friends​ ​and​ ​i​ ​congregate​ ​to​ ​stand​ ​and​ ​wait for​ ​the​ ​bell​ ​to​ ​ring.​ ​When​ ​i​ ​got​ ​there​ ​i​ ​discovered​ ​our​ ​corner​ ​had​ ​been​ ​invaded​ ​and​ ​we​ ​needed​ ​to find​ ​a​ ​new​ ​congregation​ ​area​ ​(more​ ​like​ ​they​ ​all​ ​followed​ ​me​ ​around​ ​the​ ​small​ ​and​ ​large commens​ ​trying​ ​to​ ​find​ ​a​ ​spot​ ​where​ ​we​ ​could​ ​stand​ ​and​ ​not​ ​get​ ​in​ ​trouble​ ​for​ ​clogging​ ​the hallways.)​ ​They​ ​all​ ​eventually​ ​got​ ​tired​ ​of​ ​walking​ ​in​ ​circles​ ​and​ ​went​ ​off​ ​in​ ​different​ ​destinations such​ ​and​ ​the​ ​math​ ​hallway​ ​or​ ​her​ ​boyfriend​ ​who​ ​had​ ​just​ ​arrived​ ​and​ ​was​ ​upset​ ​with​ ​them​ ​for taking​ ​over​ ​.5​ ​seconds​ ​to​ ​find​ ​them​ ​in​ ​the​ ​extremely​ ​crowded​ ​lunchroom.​ ​(sometimes​ ​the​ ​guys in​ ​my​ ​school​ ​are​ ​such​ ​f ​boys​ ​it’s​ ​annoying)  So….​ ​after​ ​all​ ​of​ ​that​ ​craziness​ ​i​ ​decided​ ​to​ ​try​ ​and​ ​be​ positive…​ ​it​ ​failed​ ​epicly​ ​but​ ​hey​ ​i​ ​tried right​ ​:p​ ​v  
I​ ​got​ ​a​ ​chromebook​ ​today​ ​which​ ​i’m​ ​currently​ ​using​ ​to​ ​type​ ​this​ ​up​ ​:)))))  
However​ ​my​ ​Jenna​ ​and​ ​Katie​ ​ended​ ​up​ ​sitting​ ​through​ ​an​ ​extremely​ ​boring​ ​lecture,​ ​standing​ ​in the​ ​wrong​ ​line​ ​for​ ​30​ ​min​ ​before​ ​realizing​ ​we​ ​were​ ​in​ ​the​ ​wrong​ ​line​ ​then​ ​standing​ ​in​ ​the​ ​right​ ​line for​ ​over​ ​another​ ​20​ ​min,​ ​and​ ​then​ ​sitting​ ​in​ ​the​ ​large​ ​comens​ ​like​ ​we​ ​were​ ​told​ ​for​ ​a​ ​while​ ​until​ ​we were​ ​told​ ​we​ ​had​ ​basically​ ​just​ ​skipped​ ​a​ ​class​ ​because​ ​we​ ​had​ ​been​ ​told​ ​to​ ​stay​ ​instead​ ​of going​ ​back​ ​to​ ​class.​ ​All​ ​of​ ​that,​ ​simply​ ​to​ ​get​ ​this​ ​chromebook​ ​thing​ ​that​ ​i​ ​think​ ​is​ ​pretty​ ​cool​ ​i mean​ ​sorta​ ​but​ ​that​ ​was​ ​a​ ​lot​ ​of​ ​stress​ ​for​ ​this​ ​tiny​ ​thing​ ​that​ ​can’t​ ​do​ ​all​ ​that​ ​much… 
I​ ​get​ ​really​ ​awkward​ ​comments​ ​from​ ​people​ ​sometimes…​ ​it’s​ ​weird.​ ​Like​ ​“well​ ​you’re​ ​the 
prettiest​ ​freshman​ ​i’ve​ ​ever​ ​seen”​ ​(like​ ​fr​ ​dude​ ​if​ ​you​ ​believe​ ​that​ ​you’ve​ ​gotta​ ​be​ ​legally​ ​blind 
 
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