Today has been another day of odd circumstances that make you question yourself in weird ways. I begin to realize it was one of those days as soon as i set foot in the school after the long wait to get off the bus. I stepped in the hall and immediately set my mental GPS for the “corner” aka the place where all of the people i like to call my friends and i congregate to stand and wait for the bell to ring. When i got there i discovered our corner had been invaded and we needed to find a new congregation area (more like they all followed me around the small and large commens trying to find a spot where we could stand and not get in trouble for clogging the hallways.) They all eventually got tired of walking in circles and went off in different destinations such and the math hallway or her boyfriend who had just arrived and was upset with them for taking over .5 seconds to find them in the extremely crowded lunchroom. (sometimes the guys in my school are such f boys it’s annoying) So…. after all of that craziness i decided to try and be positive… it failed epicly but hey i tried right :p v
I got a chromebook today which i’m currently using to type this up :)))))
However my Jenna and Katie ended up sitting through an extremely boring lecture, standing in the wrong line for 30 min before realizing we were in the wrong line then standing in the right line for over another 20 min, and then sitting in the large comens like we were told for a while until we were told we had basically just skipped a class because we had been told to stay instead of going back to class. All of that, simply to get this chromebook thing that i think is pretty cool i mean sorta but that was a lot of stress for this tiny thing that can’t do all that much…
I get really awkward comments from people sometimes… it’s weird. Like “well you’re the
prettiest freshman i’ve ever seen” (like fr dude if you believe that you’ve gotta be legally blind and if you’re trying to hit on me, telling me i’m pretty and saying what’s up home slice in the hallways every time you see me is an effort but like… i’m not interested and neither should you be…
****(This piece of the post is directed to a specific person but, i doubt he’ll ever see this :’) but hey points for trying is still a thing right?)
So, if you’re reading this and you know it’s you i’m talking about then first of all, smile for me love. I miss you terribly and these past couple days have been crap but seeing you smile is one of the many things that helps me to be happy:) I can not wait to see you sunday because it has been way too long since i’ve seen you and i miss you. (my parents have taken my phone again so i won’t be able to talk for a while… but i may be on insta to post or on here via my chromebook which is what i’m currently using except i don’t think it will let me get the app which means i can’t text you over insta :/ which sucks) <3 see you sunday (i already said that but wtv)****
^^^^”say whats on your mind….” okay.